TIRED!!!!

Went to church..prayed for baby for smooth labour and delivery...Its just a waiting game now..but since doc said anytime...waiting shouldn't take that long...I hope...crossing my fingers.Looking forward to having STRONG PERIOD PAIN! Its the only time in the entire life of womanhood that a woman will actually look forward to that feeling...the only feelings I have are just mild period cramps..nth much..guess its starting to dilate or efface my cervix...gonna walk more this week and try to sleep more drink more water. I just had coconut juice..was very very sweet..yumz! I'm feeling more and more heavy...more and more like a humpty dumbty...walking like a duck...to me at least...but as according to people around me, they commented that I totally dun look preggers from behind and also I dun have the preggers waddle...but thinking of that, I should have the waddle because baby's head is SO SO low...hmm...shall walk more this week and see the doc on friday. I hope baby would come in the midnight timing so I can avoid the traffic jam at orchard...its really really hell.

So exciting! My weekly visits to the ob/gyn has started! woohooo gonna check my cervix everytime we go. Oh right...time for my daily dose of evening primrose oil It really does help to soften the cervix!

IKEA BROKE MY COT....N IT WAS THE LAST PIECE

NOOOO....THE PINK COT!!! So they changed it to a dunno wad wooden one..Which according to my mum was of better quality....but CHEAPER. WHAT THE HELL?! I dun want a wooden one!!!!! Wanna know why? Cos when baby is teething...she'll BITE thru the wood and it would be very gross to see all the teeth marks...ew...T.T I shall go to bed. HMPH. I'm officially tired and sleepy.

Baby's progress!

You people won't believe what I had for breakfast....

So I officially got out of bed at 8 after playing my itouch from full batt till dead. some bubble popping game. DUN LAUGH. ITS ADDICTIVE. Anyway, I got up, washed some dishes, and prepared my lunch. BAK KUT TEH! Easy peasy.....the remaining meat from the freezer plus a packet of the spices and garlic. That's all. And i waiting for the maid to wake up and we went down for breakfast. I ordered a huge bowl of laksa....the 2.50 one was too pathetic...so i ordered the 3 dollars one. I finished it...but i got tempted to order the prata cos I see my maid eating until so 'sedap'...meaning delicious. So i ordered a kosong one..the plain one. I finished it...but i saw the table beside me eating chee cheong fan...it looks appetizing...so i ordered 2 rolls of it. LOL. And i finished it all and ended with a can of coconut juice. Just perfect. I now, I feel like sleeping already. Since maid is up, she can jaga(look after) the fire for the soup...Oh to add on, after eating, I walked 3 blocks away to buy garlic and some canned button mushroom for the soup. Gonna be yummy!!!!

I woke up again...

Had my durian...i woke up in hunger...and heartburn..baby is squirming....*yawns* Sleepy...zzzzzzzz

Dinner/supper

I was thinking about maggi or mac...BUT there was fried rice. So i ate fried rice. 1 huge bowl of fried rice. But I'm still hungry...HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?! OMG....I think the raspberry leaf tea is the main culprit..I think it actually helps digest food and clean bowels...that's why I'm sooo hungry...I just feel hungry...

I gained 2 kgs in 2 weeks...goodness...but baby grew from 2.3kg to 2.7....at least 400g is hers...hahahaahaha..still I feel fat...My thighs got a little thicker den usual. hmm...time for my tea..yummy tea!

hiccups again....but soon to be gone!!!

Doc said hiccups is good. Meaning the baby's system is running well! But its too strong for me. Strong until I woke up from my sleep again...I wanna order Macdelivery already...hungry hungry...

Good midnight everybody! Or pre midnight!

I AM A HUNGRY MAMA!! Didn't eat dinner and slept thru it. No dinner....Shall see if maid is still up...ask her follow me to buy supper IN CASE i go into labour..

Michaela's week 37 update!

She's 2.7kg now!

LOL look at her chubby cheeks!!!

BACK FROM WEEK 37 CHECK UP!

WOOHOO!!!! Good news!!! Doc said my cervix is very soft and ripe! And baby's head is very very low. Meaning??? SHE'S GONNA BE HERE SOON!! And he asked me to pack my hospital bag which i did...LONG LONG TIME AGO! hahahahhaa....he said baby would most likely come this week or next. Very soon!! So I just have to wait!

Did the strep B test..he inserted the thing to open the vagina which I have no idea is called what..but it was ok. They took a swab. I should be negative becos they did the test in week 31 and i was negative. Oh the Vaginal Examination wasn't that bad..it was just uncomfy cos i feel intruded..LOL...didn't feel anything while he poked my cervix, maybe becos it was already soft and all that. But kinda sore when i go to the toilet...not that bad..bearable...just...sore...5% sore..hahaahaha.

I walked quite a bit today again. My feet hurt and my back hurts the most. Its like I got stabbed in the back. Oh I FOUND THE RASPBERRY TEA LEAVES!! And gonna start drinking be it for fun or what. Just wanna drink...hahaha

T.T I really really didn't sleep...

So I had the best breakfast ever! HAHA. Fattening and full of sugar and a lot of stuff...
Breakfast:
economic noodles, beehoon, kuay teow mix with extra egg and luncheon meat and sambal chili.
3 durian seeds
1 teh o ice
1 cuppa green tea

AND NOW, I'M WIDE AWAKE! No tiredness AT ALL.
Oh, and the crampy feeling I had the entire night is still there but not so bad, because I found what partially contributed to it.

*Too Much Info (TMI) section* Do not read if you are eating!
On normal days before I got pregnant, I would have my BIG business around 4-5 times a day. Yes, to me its normal because i eat A LOT of vegetables and fruits.

Well, after I got preg, it became 5-6 times everyday because i was eating more. So these 3 days, I only did 3-4 times and that's why i felt so bloated in my intestines..and literally full of shit. (pardon my language).

So I went to the toilet just now after the green tea (it really helps clear the system). I did my huge business. It was literally at least 3 cups of green stuff (vege i ate for the past few days). Loose stools. At least I feel better now.

Gonna hang out here for another 1 more hour b4 going to bathe and make up and make my way to the gynae to complain about ALL my symptoms...let me summarize.

1) MY PELVIC BONE PAIN THAT HURT SO BAD TILL I WOKE UP.
2) MY SHOULDER THAT FEELS LIKE ITS DISLOATED AND BROKEN
3) THE CRAMPS I FELT FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS
4)WHETHER I CAN BE INDUCED AT 38 WEEKS COS I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
5) WHETHER MY BABY IS ENGAGED OR NOT

That should be all...I THINK....oh yea..have to wear something that the doc can swab me...STREB B test today! I should be clean..had the test when i was 31 weeks..it was negative...this time should be also...oh yea....baby's cord..hopefully is back to 1 round or even best NO rounds! If its up to 3 rounds....I think I would be admitted today for a emergency C section. Since baby is considered full term. She can just jolly well come out anytime.

Yea..I know wad u all are thinking....THE RANTING DOESN"T STOP. Give me a break. This is the only source that I get to vent and rant.

Michaela and her morning hiccups!

I am still awake. Totally awake...hugging my preggers pillow and watching movie...I CAN'T SLEEP. Gonna be a walking zombie later with Yuki and Ashlyn..OMG.. Shall start my day with green tea. Since the caffeine is so 'workful' in me or 'workable'. I shall wait for breakfast time.

Yes I'm awake....

Somehow I slept at 12..but now I'm officially awake after going to the toilet to pee. I tried really hard to go back to bed..but FAILED. And I'm hungry. So I'm making myself porridge...Michaela's having her hiccups again..ARGH. I really really hate it. It prevents me from sleeping!!!!!!

Having menses cramps..

Is is good or bad that I am having menses cramps on and off?  hmm..shall monitor and see if it intensifies...anyway having doc's appt tmr...can be less stressed today. The thing I have to be stressed about is sleep! Have to be up by 9am...thinking about wad time to sleep. Lalalalalalala...gonna pee..

I WANT MY INDUCTION!!!

Having period cramps for today...on and off..and i wonder what is it...impending labour?? Tmr ask doc...see what he says..

Woke up at this time...and hopefully can go to sleep later at 2am?

Baby is very very active after drinking the barley! I added more sugar for the baby. Since she likes it so much. Sugar high now! But her jabs and pokes are...PAINFUL! Very hard to sit down and do my things..can feel the pokes more compared to while I'm lying down.I'm feeling sleepy after eating...arghhhhhh

Bed. DO NOT TEMPT ME.

The bed looks sooooo.....soooooo...tempting with all the pillows...its waiting for me...ITS WAITING FOR ME!!! I'm having silent yawns..my eyes are watery.....pillow.....bolster......bed.....BEDDDDD....SLEEEEEPPPP...zzzzzzzzzzz.........I THINK i'm gonna have trapped wind today. My intestines dun feel well....kinda bloated. owww....A very very strong but painless braxton hick just attacked me...

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Well..i didn't have to order breakfast. Uncle came home with the mac breakfast. I shared with the maid. I had hashbrown and muffin and half of the egg..she had muffin and meat and half of the egg...i had apple tea to go with it and she had the normal black tea. Good breakfast! And feeling sleepy already....I wonder how to fight the fatigue...I'm not supposed to fight the fatigue right? I should just let my body fall into the sleep that my body needs...*yawns* I had my daily dose of evening primrose oil.. baby is very active now. trying to find her way OUT of my uterus. Baby I know, I know..I CAN'T WAIT ALSO. Please tell the placenta to produce more of the 'body you are ready' hormones so you can come out and stretch all you want and I have my stomach and intestines back in place. Its so squeezy inside already!!!! OMG!!!

Well...hahah..here I am...I'M NOT ALSEEP YET!

Its like what time??630AM. I'm Awake...AND ANOTHER MUMMY JUST POPPED! Wahhhhh All my peeps are popping...doctor please give me good news on friday! Tell me I can be induced soon. I'm SOOO tired of being pregnant with all the pantang stuff and my ligaments...argh!!!! T.T

Anyway, I'm awake..but half awake only...kinda feeling the tiredness creeping in and i just showered with the mint body wash. Kinda AWAKENING. I have to try to keep myself awake till 10pm tonight. Try my best. Because if I were to go to sleep now....I would wake up in the late afternoon or evening or even night. So if i were to wake up at that odd hour, I wun sleep till next day which is DOCTORS DAY at 11am. I needa sleep till at least 8am tmr for my doc appt and maybe july mummies outing (the ones that have not popped).  Yawns...Gonna take my pills. Oh to update you all on what pills I'm taking now. Still the prenatal vitamins, the calcium and now one more extra one: Evening Primrose oil. Taking 2 pills per day. Its supposed to help soften the cervix and prepare it BUT it doesn't induce labour. It is just there to help me control my temper and help to prepare my body...

Have been having weird cramping..hopefully its the cervix ripening cramps...baby's position is also..weird..in a way...she's drop but somehow I think her legs are too long until its up in my stomach and stretching? So I have no idea whether she's engaged or what, or if she's just too long..I can feel movement IN my pelvis and also the top..meaning she's already in my pelvic area but also stretching out to my stomach...oh well...I HAVE A SHORT BODY. Shall depend on doctor to tell me her position tmr!

Thinking about whether to order breakfast not...Having the craving for hotcakes from mac...hmm....or should I go downstairs and order noodles? I think noodles would be a more budget choice...but dunno has it opened already....

Movie and tea time!

Cranberry, strawberry, raspberry tea from lipton...and a movie Frozen. Shall try to sleep when movie finishes.