Baby its just you and me now....

Makayla, we're officially HOMELESS. No more hope of going home with grandpa and grandma. We're officially disowned. No more hope of going back to the family. Its just you and me. I will get a full time job. Send in income statement, take my piano diploma all by this year and myself and you. Save up enough money and MOVE OUT OF THIS GODDAM PLACE. Since i so unwelcomed in this family, I will save as much money in the least time and We're on our own. NO more DEPENDING on the family. You dun have a dad. YOU HAVE A MUM. as of me? I HAVE You AND NOTHING ELSE. Just God and You. I dunno whether it will be enough for me to survive, but I PRAY IT WILL BE. Too hurt to do anything else...have been having insomnia due to not being accepted back to the family. I guess...its done. I'm not gonna be accepted. Just have to depend on my own now. Ask me to be positive.....I am positive....i think....i shall see how i survive without my family. Its either I press on and get depression and what nots or i kill myself and baby tgt. I guess i will try the 1st one 1st. and see how long i can last. the moment i cant will be the moment i ask God to take my life away.