Steak!

I was craving for steak so so so so badly...I went to northpoint! hahaahahhaa i bought a piece of beef steak and came home. and now i am cooking it. salt and pepper seasoning. simple.

SERIOUSLY???? like....SERIOUSLY?!??!

I didn't even know it was possible. I was sitting on the toilet squeezing my pee muscles to pee (of course). And I had a leg cramp at my thigh area...HOW IS IT POSSIBLE?! omg...I almost got stuck to the toilet bowl..gosh..I didn't dare move at all! Baby is kinda active now. WHICH IS VERY VERY GOOD. Becos her movements have been close to nil. Good job baby! Don't stop moving! Just dun hiccup! But I guess she can't help it either..lol.

2nd time already!!!

URGH...baby is having her 2nd or maybe 3rd hiccup of the day...so strong...every 2 seconds there is one...argh....

I think I'm dehydrated...

I'm having slight constipation and although i have been peeing, it was always in small quantities...gonna drink more water..needa flush the system out of toxins and waste and the virus!

Braxton Hicks...

Had 2 very very strong braxton hicks contractions....nothing much...was hoping that it would keep coming and become more painful...hmm..had 3 small seeds of frozen durian...felt like heaven...baby needed it to gain weight...her movements are very slow now...but still moving...is that called decreased fetal movement??  Urgh...my nose is still blocked...somehow blocked...sometimes it just auto unblock and my nose just flows...and I just blow. ARGH...i just blew my nose and now both are completely blocked...and my ears are stuffed..i wonder do I talk louder than usual when my ears are blocked.

GOOD MORNING!

I am feeling better and better by the day! Today I had strength to go down to have my mee kia and chrysanthemum tea. I dun feel heaty anymore. Gonna continue taking care of myself.  I'm already thinking about what to have for lunch...hmmmm....

GREAT!

I heard that antibiotics kill my own natural good bacteria..and now I think I have bacteria infection at my down there AGAIN! It doesn't itch...it just burns on the outside...crap.....baby is hiccuping again....which is good i guess as according to the doc...I just went down to walk to buy more ninjiom..it really helps sooth the throat A LOT...

I think i vomited the flu drug out..

I took the drug..but I coughed till i vomit..just a little..and i'm not drowsy..which makes me think that I puke the pills out too...hmm....

Gonna spam water the entire day!

Water water water water and more WATER! Need to clear up by Tuesday! I have 4 more days to heal. Just took my meds...should be feeling drowsy in less den 30-45 mins. At least the sore throat is gone...I can breathe at least a little more normally..I have heard that flu is a symptom of early labour...dunno true or not..hmm....gonna wait and see...did a little bit of walking today...walk to ntuc, to mac, to here to there. woohoo! Gonna prepare lunch!

What's for lunch?

Pork rib and watercress soup to cool me down. Broccoli fried with carrots. panfried salmon with teriyaki sauce, or maybe just salt and pepper. Chinese Leek fried with dried prawns. And, Kailan fried with garlic and ginger. Weather is kinda warm today but looks like it's gonna rain! yay! Oh, and i bought pandan leaves for my barley water. The fragrance is killing me softly....lalalalalalla

Ask and it shall be given.

I asked for a good night's sleep, and GOD granted me a good night's sleep. Only woke up for pee breaks..and after blowing my nose, i fell right back into deep sleep. I feel SO much better already. That is how important God and Sleep is..haahahaha...sleep and let Atas do the job. Even baby is so much happier today. Can feel her moving a little more den yesterday or the past week.

I have showered and cooked barley water. Barley water, Another saviour. woohooo!!!! Going to go ntuc to get some groceries later...needa walk a bit. I shall browse thru recipes to see what is there to cook.

I slept and woke up from?

THE CHANTING DOWNSTAIRS! I am still decided which religion it belongs to...its definitely not buddhist. Not christian., not hindu, not muslim...who chants the same thing over and over again at 8pm everyday for funerals?? It was so irritating until it woke me up. That is how much i hate repeated stuff..and why I dun listen to trance music...it goes over and over and over and over and over again..same as NAGGING. GOODNESS...

And I feel like the walking plague. Actually i dun really care about the runny nose..it can run all it want...I just want the dry and sore throat to go away...esp when i sleep. Somehow it only comes when I am sleeping...when i am awake I have minimal sore throat....but when i sleep? MAXIMUM...ARGHHHHH!!!!!! Baby's movements are decreasing..no more party already...just slow pokes and jabs when she changes position...looks like she's affected by the flu meds also...sleeping most of the time..while mummy is not....mummy is sleepy but awake...cos of the sore throat...but gonna go to bed soon. Ate my disup. Rice and chicken soup with carrots and potato and onion to kill the germs inside me. *yawns*

Woken up from my 2 hour nap or 3?

I thought it was lunch time already..hahaha but turn out it was only 11...and my lunch is not ready...I woke up becos my stomach was empty and it was full of acid already. I drank a cup of water and now waiting for my porridge to be done!

my voice sound so sexy....so low...and coarse..hahaha...like a tranny. all the phlegm is making it sound the way it is. Sitting in the living room to air my lungs from the trapped air con room. Gonna take a hot shower later to loosen up the phlegm and mucus. And go to sleep.

Good morning everybody!

I am awake! Just had my breakfast..simple....2 slices of bread with a single slice of cheese for calcium and hot peppermint tea which i am gonna slowly sip and hopefully it clears up my nose for a while so I can go back to sleep. Need all the rest I can!

Asked the maid to cook sweet potato porridge for me...I'm literally treating myself like a very very sick person. VERY SICK. Took my pills in the morning...they have durian..DURIAN..LOTS OF DURIAN..but I can't eat also...see see touch touch smell smell NO eating..=.= it gives people headache..the smell..urgh..oh and i asked the maid to go buy barley and chrysanthemum so can come home and cook. Gonna spam those drinks also. I'm stil having sore throat tho...air is too dry when i sleep and breath in with my mouth. Gonna open the window to sleep. Let fresh air in. Nose is still burning up once in a while..preventing me from sleeping soundly..and I had the pelvic bone pain again! OMG...painful like crap.again..right side only. I almost cried..cos i had to go pee badly but couldn't move at all. Just a little movement and it was stabbing pain in the pelvic. O.O T.T

New way to develop abs>>>cough

Just by coughing non stop I have pain and cramps in my entire ab area..the front and side. Just took my flu med..next dose of antibiotics is b4 i go to bed later. I'm having pre labour training...coughing is training up my abs for pushing...PUSH!! Hopefully I dun end up in c section..baby is 2.7 plus kg..if i end up in c section i also dunno where to put my face...so small and cannot push..ppl 3.4 3.5 also push out...watching incredible hulk 2 now..nose if burning as usual...but its the normal kinda burn..not the uncomfy burning as compared to yesterday.

I took a nap tho...the flu drug made me sleep. GOOD JOB! I just had 2 more...will fall asleep soon...but b4 that I have to wait for the chanting below to be done. THEN i can go to sleep. I'm feeling groggy already..zzzzzzzzzz

Back from my checkup!

Yes...I went to the doc and had my checkup since I was there...LUCKILY I had the checkup....I LOST 1 KG!!!! Normally I would be happy...but this time...not really..losing weight during pregnancy is wrong..so i lost 1 kg and baby didn't really grow...maybe less den 100g...that is bad. So me and doc were discussing about the induction. Gonna have the next appt on tuesday in the morning and if baby's growth is not doing well, I'm gonna be admitted to hospital the next day wednesday 20th and be ready to have baby. And as according to doc, 20th is a good day for induction...maybe he's more free or smt..hahaha. So I have a LOT of pills to take...for nose, cough, stomach acid. I have 5 days to take care of myself and prepare for tuesday's appt. JIA YOU EVA!

BARLEY!!!! GIVE ME MORE BARLEY!!

Loving how barley cools me off! Somehow it clears up my blocked nose and the 'heaty burning' feeling in my nose. Gonna cook more barley. yumz. Nice and effective. Woah...I keep sneezing...I think baby's shocked inside also. haha..why is mummy sneezing non stop..she's still moving non stop. blowing nose also wakes her up and get her moving...guess its the squeezing of the ab muscle that kinda 'squeeze' her awake.

Gonna go to see doc. Have my breakfast den walk to mrt den down to orchard. See what the doc can do about my bloody vomit and my flu.

After letting my stomach rest...now its time to feed it...

I'm hungry....so since my tummy feels better..i decided to feed it something...and see how it goes.

I went to bed and i am awake...HAVING A BAD COLD!!

So this is what you get from not getting sick for dunno how long..I can't even remember when was the last time I got the cold...1 year ago?? Luckily I dun have fever. I have sore throat, sore nose, runny nose, slightly blocked nose. But the sore throat gets worse when i sleep cos i can't breathe with my nose. have to breathe with my mouth. And when i do that, it gets sooo dry until it hurts...1st thing in the morning tmr i am going to see the doc. I can't stand it anymore. Take some cold tablets and something for my stomach. I'm hungry...but I dun dare to eat also. Eat and puke..is it even a symptom of cold? I'm all fuzzy...Think I would go for a steamy shower to clear my nose and try to go to bed.

I puked blood again....

Seriously....after the last puke I drank horlicks and water and ate 2 pieces of bread with cheese...and now? ITS ALL OUT! I just emptied my stomach again...omg....And this time, i double confirm that IT IS BLOOD. Urgh....my tiny vessels or rather NOT SO TINY vessels have either ruptured in my stomach or my oesophagus...

Simple equations.

Eva's stomach+Eva's HCL+Food= Vomit blood

Eva's stomach+Eva's HCL+ Water only= Gas

Eva's stomach+ Eva's HCL + Liquid food =Gas+vomit

Eva's Stomach + Eva's HCL= HUNGER+Bubz not getting nutrients+gas+gastric

X= No vomit+ No gas+ bubz getting nutrients

Find X.

I just vomitted blood.

I was sleeping and I woke up from this churning in my stomach. I thought I almost died. It was so so so so bad that I had to vomit. And I vomitted EVERYTHING out. My veggies and rice from lunch. Not forgetting a cup full of blood. At least it looked diluted to me. I AM DONE WITH THIS PREGNANCY. SO DONE. The longer and more patient I wait for baby, THE MORE PROBLEMS IT GIVES ME. TESTING MY BODY LIMITS ISSIT?! ARGHHHH!!!! Tmr going down to gynae to get some pills for my stomach and to see doctor for my flu. If I dun cure myself by like next week, I'll be the walking dead. NO SLEEP NO REST NO FOOD. I can't even eat at all. Eat vomit Eat vomit. And it's not Morning sickness. It's the heartburn. THAT IS HOW BAD MY HEARTBURN IS. It gets better after you vomit and drink some water. But the moment you put FOOD inside the stomach, it starts to produce the HCL to digest, that is when IT KILLS ME. My stomach will start to churn and produce---VOMIT. I give up on eating already. Gonna survive on liquid food for the rest of the pregnancy. Drink more water. I just hope my bladder and kidneys can take in the amount of water I am drinking and NOT BLEED.

THE ONLY PLACE I WANT IT TO BLEED IS MY VAGINA. Not from my vagina...but you get what i mean...I WANT MY BLOODY SHOW!!!!!!! NOT BLOODY VOMIT OR BLOODY URINE. BLOODY SHOW!!!!!!!!!!

urgh.....my hair is growing fast!

My fringe is totally in my face!!!! Needa remember to pin up when i go to the hospital....Had my breakfast...same as yesterday..mee nad kuay teow soup..just that i had an extra plate of beehoon! Had warm chrysanthemum tea...sore throat is almost gone cos i'm transiting to the coughing stage. Which is good. At least I can sleep without pain in my throat and can breathe properly. Baby's movements are slightly decreasing...dunno whether it's my flu or wad..she's just squirming most of the time..no more huge movements...hmm....

What on earth....

My entire pregnancy I didn't have ANY sore throat....and NOW? I AM COMING DOWN WITH THE FLU OR COLD....Have all the sore throat in the world and cough and runny nose and blocked nose ALL AT ONCE>..WHO ARE YOU KIDDING ME?!

Michaela. You can stay inside me for a while more and let me recover and den u can come out so i can hold u close to me...

Oh, yuki's water just leaked..and I think she's otw to hospital lo...so exciting!!! I'm sick. Officially...like in 2 days...all the cramps the contractions and now...SICK. I popped my vitamin C pills already..hopefully it will do the job of healing me at least A LITTLE!

I am home! After my nice nice dim sum..hahahahaha...had 6 pieces of har gao...1 steams pork rib...5 pieces of pan fry dumpling and a HUGE cuppa coconut juice..and now I am home and THERE IS NO MORE DRILLING! Time to sleep! *yawns* 


Oh I had Tonnes of contractions just now also...

Contraction...PLEASE...GET MORE PAINFUL!!!!

Or else..Dun bother coming. My contractions are very long contractions that last for a long time...at least 1 min...what does it mean??

Lunch was great!

I had rice and veggies and meat and soup! Balanced meal! Ended with coconut juice..I think my body is SOOO gearing up for baby until its getting very heaty...the sore throat is coming...I have been popping vitamin C pills..it seems like it is working...sore throat is not progressing..which is good. OWIE I just had another contraction....1.5 min long...

Its a rainy morning!

SO it rained...for a few mins..=.= I had my mee and kuay teow soup. yumz! and had ice lemon tea. Read a few absurd news in the newspaper. Somehow I'm farting like nobody's business....Its like I have a balloon in my tummy letting off gas NONSTOP! ARGH..Sorry for the 'too much info' But I'm loving the feeling of letting out gas...haven't been letting out gas for quite some time already...still have that weird crampy feeling at the bottom of my uterus that actually shoots pain to my thighs....

I had ICECREAM!!

Yea..its a bit early for that...but...I LOVE the caramel biscuit ice cream from haagen daz....ow..my back....stiff and sore from the inside...baby pressing against it...hmm...waiting for 715 to come so I can go for breakfast with the maid. nom nom nom. mee soup today!

had my midnight snack!

I had 2 hard boil eggs and a cup of pineapple! Baby is having hiccups now! Oh yea...did i mention i Had a very very strong braxton hick contraction that actually pushed baby's head down? I could feel it in my cervix...and I think it further soften it also. She has been very active these 3 days...very very very active. Hopefully when she comes out she'll be asleep more during the night..haha. I am amazed by my sleeping time also...I slept from yesterday 12pm till 10pm and went for my disup and came back and slept till 3 plus...and now I am awake..but after eating..I can feel a little tiredness coming in....

There comes the crampy feeling again...

OMG.....The crampiness...has increased A LOT today...I wonder what will happen tmr....start of a new week! *yawns*

Disup!

Dinner/supper! I had spring onion ginger beef rice and seaweed soup and pineapple juice. Hopefully the pineapple will work wonders....i packed 2 cans of coconut and 3 cans of pineapple back also. If the pineapple doens't work the wonders...hopefully the vitamin c will help with my incoming sore throat! Full full full...time to hang out a while and go sleep...

Chubby cheeks...when do u wanna come out??

Give me a sign.....a sign that u wanna come out...stop giving me cramps and contractions that dun do anything...or maybe its dilating my cervix for all i know..hmmm...I'm tired....gonna go to sleep/nap. I wonder how long would i remain asleep this time b4 getting woken up by God knows what....

yummy breakfast!

I had meepok! With chili padi! Yumz! And ended with a cold grass jelly drink. Too full to feel any contractions already..lol...I shall monitor and see whether baby girl decides to come these few days not..Just now when i was walking, i felt stabbing pains in my cervix tho..not really painful but it was the stabbing kind...

OKAY......Contractions wore off for a while..and now IT'S BACK!

OMG....It was gone for a good 30 mins...and now it's back...not painful but...IT IS CONTRACTIONS!! Like every 10 mins? My entire uterus just tightens so much that sometimes it is just so uncomfy. I had a 2nd round of diarrhea again...and i am sure i EMPTIED my bowels....the main is like period pain plus the toilet pain...I just had another contraction...woah....body is really gearing up! Gonna go for breakfast and walk it off and see how it goes..

I took a warm shower!

Let's see if the contractions go away after the warm shower. False and fake contractions always go away with it but REAL ones will still keep coming. I sat down on the chair in the bathroom and let the warm water flow all over my body while shampooing my hair and my body. And now I'm happily on my bed with my angelica root face mask for revitalization and rejuvenation! Pampaer myself if not after baby comes...I'll be officially a HAG. And I'm telling you....the mask...smells soooo good with all the essentials of the root...mmmm

I just feel weird.....and uncomfortable...

So i was so so so sleepy today i slept at 12..which u people know is quite impossible for me cos i was having insomnia for a few weeks..and today, i slept maybe even b4 12..at 11pm? But I woke up at 4am of heartburn. But along with the heartburn was baby moving NON STOP and CHANGING POSITIONS!! It was CRAZY like she was having a party inside. Poking all the way. And guess wad? She's supposed to be sleeping now as according to her fetal schedule! Other den that I had a few strong braxton hicks enough to send me panting and controlling the tightening. For example..NOW! I had to breath in deep and out totally to relax the muscles. And I  had diarrhea...i JUST had diarrhea and normally, I don't go to the toilet for my big business at this hour. And when my vaginal discharge increased today..or rather i didn't really have discharge until today...and now baby is moving and I'm having the crampy crappy feeling again. I just feel wrong today....or maybe right about baby coming?