Saturday 9 July 2011

TIRED!!!!

Went to church..prayed for baby for smooth labour and delivery...Its just a waiting game now..but since doc said anytime...waiting shouldn't take that long...I hope...crossing my fingers.Looking forward to having STRONG PERIOD PAIN! Its the only time in the entire life of womanhood that a woman will actually look forward to that feeling...the only feelings I have are just mild period cramps..nth much..guess its starting to dilate or efface my cervix...gonna walk more this week and try to sleep more drink more water. I just had coconut juice..was very very sweet..yumz! I'm feeling more and more heavy...more and more like a humpty dumbty...walking like a duck...to me at least...but as according to people around me, they commented that I totally dun look preggers from behind and also I dun have the preggers waddle...but thinking of that, I should have the waddle because baby's head is SO SO low...hmm...shall walk more this week and see the doc on friday. I hope baby would come in the midnight timing so I can avoid the traffic jam at orchard...its really really hell.

So exciting! My weekly visits to the ob/gyn has started! woohooo gonna check my cervix everytime we go. Oh right...time for my daily dose of evening primrose oil It really does help to soften the cervix!

IKEA BROKE MY COT....N IT WAS THE LAST PIECE

NOOOO....THE PINK COT!!! So they changed it to a dunno wad wooden one..Which according to my mum was of better quality....but CHEAPER. WHAT THE HELL?! I dun want a wooden one!!!!! Wanna know why? Cos when baby is teething...she'll BITE thru the wood and it would be very gross to see all the teeth marks...ew...T.T I shall go to bed. HMPH. I'm officially tired and sleepy.

Baby's progress!















You people won't believe what I had for breakfast....

So I officially got out of bed at 8 after playing my itouch from full batt till dead. some bubble popping game. DUN LAUGH. ITS ADDICTIVE. Anyway, I got up, washed some dishes, and prepared my lunch. BAK KUT TEH! Easy peasy.....the remaining meat from the freezer plus a packet of the spices and garlic. That's all. And i waiting for the maid to wake up and we went down for breakfast. I ordered a huge bowl of laksa....the 2.50 one was too pathetic...so i ordered the 3 dollars one. I finished it...but i got tempted to order the prata cos I see my maid eating until so 'sedap'...meaning delicious. So i ordered a kosong one..the plain one. I finished it...but i saw the table beside me eating chee cheong fan...it looks appetizing...so i ordered 2 rolls of it. LOL. And i finished it all and ended with a can of coconut juice. Just perfect. I now, I feel like sleeping already. Since maid is up, she can jaga(look after) the fire for the soup...Oh to add on, after eating, I walked 3 blocks away to buy garlic and some canned button mushroom for the soup. Gonna be yummy!!!!

I woke up again...

Had my durian...i woke up in hunger...and heartburn..baby is squirming....*yawns* Sleepy...zzzzzzzz

Dinner/supper

I was thinking about maggi or mac...BUT there was fried rice. So i ate fried rice. 1 huge bowl of fried rice. But I'm still hungry...HOW IS THAT EVEN POSSIBLE?! OMG....I think the raspberry leaf tea is the main culprit..I think it actually helps digest food and clean bowels...that's why I'm sooo hungry...I just feel hungry...

I gained 2 kgs in 2 weeks...goodness...but baby grew from 2.3kg to 2.7....at least 400g is hers...hahahaahaha..still I feel fat...My thighs got a little thicker den usual. hmm...time for my tea..yummy tea!

Friday 8 July 2011

hiccups again....but soon to be gone!!!

Doc said hiccups is good. Meaning the baby's system is running well! But its too strong for me. Strong until I woke up from my sleep again...I wanna order Macdelivery already...hungry hungry...

Good midnight everybody! Or pre midnight!

I AM A HUNGRY MAMA!! Didn't eat dinner and slept thru it. No dinner....Shall see if maid is still up...ask her follow me to buy supper IN CASE i go into labour..

Michaela's week 37 update!


She's 2.7kg now!


LOL look at her chubby cheeks!!!

BACK FROM WEEK 37 CHECK UP!

WOOHOO!!!! Good news!!! Doc said my cervix is very soft and ripe! And baby's head is very very low. Meaning??? SHE'S GONNA BE HERE SOON!! And he asked me to pack my hospital bag which i did...LONG LONG TIME AGO! hahahahhaa....he said baby would most likely come this week or next. Very soon!! So I just have to wait!

Did the strep B test..he inserted the thing to open the vagina which I have no idea is called what..but it was ok. They took a swab. I should be negative becos they did the test in week 31 and i was negative. Oh the Vaginal Examination wasn't that bad..it was just uncomfy cos i feel intruded..LOL...didn't feel anything while he poked my cervix, maybe becos it was already soft and all that. But kinda sore when i go to the toilet...not that bad..bearable...just...sore...5% sore..hahaahaha.

I walked quite a bit today again. My feet hurt and my back hurts the most. Its like I got stabbed in the back. Oh I FOUND THE RASPBERRY TEA LEAVES!! And gonna start drinking be it for fun or what. Just wanna drink...hahaha

T.T I really really didn't sleep...

So I had the best breakfast ever! HAHA. Fattening and full of sugar and a lot of stuff...
Breakfast:
economic noodles, beehoon, kuay teow mix with extra egg and luncheon meat and sambal chili.
3 durian seeds
1 teh o ice
1 cuppa green tea

AND NOW, I'M WIDE AWAKE! No tiredness AT ALL.
Oh, and the crampy feeling I had the entire night is still there but not so bad, because I found what partially contributed to it.

*Too Much Info (TMI) section* Do not read if you are eating!
On normal days before I got pregnant, I would have my BIG business around 4-5 times a day. Yes, to me its normal because i eat A LOT of vegetables and fruits.

Well, after I got preg, it became 5-6 times everyday because i was eating more. So these 3 days, I only did 3-4 times and that's why i felt so bloated in my intestines..and literally full of shit. (pardon my language).

So I went to the toilet just now after the green tea (it really helps clear the system). I did my huge business. It was literally at least 3 cups of green stuff (vege i ate for the past few days). Loose stools. At least I feel better now.

Gonna hang out here for another 1 more hour b4 going to bathe and make up and make my way to the gynae to complain about ALL my symptoms...let me summarize.

1) MY PELVIC BONE PAIN THAT HURT SO BAD TILL I WOKE UP.
2) MY SHOULDER THAT FEELS LIKE ITS DISLOATED AND BROKEN
3) THE CRAMPS I FELT FOR THE PAST FEW DAYS
4)WHETHER I CAN BE INDUCED AT 38 WEEKS COS I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE
5) WHETHER MY BABY IS ENGAGED OR NOT

That should be all...I THINK....oh yea..have to wear something that the doc can swab me...STREB B test today! I should be clean..had the test when i was 31 weeks..it was negative...this time should be also...oh yea....baby's cord..hopefully is back to 1 round or even best NO rounds! If its up to 3 rounds....I think I would be admitted today for a emergency C section. Since baby is considered full term. She can just jolly well come out anytime.

Yea..I know wad u all are thinking....THE RANTING DOESN"T STOP. Give me a break. This is the only source that I get to vent and rant.

Michaela and her morning hiccups!

I am still awake. Totally awake...hugging my preggers pillow and watching movie...I CAN'T SLEEP. Gonna be a walking zombie later with Yuki and Ashlyn..OMG.. Shall start my day with green tea. Since the caffeine is so 'workful' in me or 'workable'. I shall wait for breakfast time.

Yes I'm awake....

Somehow I slept at 12..but now I'm officially awake after going to the toilet to pee. I tried really hard to go back to bed..but FAILED. And I'm hungry. So I'm making myself porridge...Michaela's having her hiccups again..ARGH. I really really hate it. It prevents me from sleeping!!!!!!

Thursday 7 July 2011

Having menses cramps..

Is is good or bad that I am having menses cramps on and off?  hmm..shall monitor and see if it intensifies...anyway having doc's appt tmr...can be less stressed today. The thing I have to be stressed about is sleep! Have to be up by 9am...thinking about wad time to sleep. Lalalalalalala...gonna pee..

I WANT MY INDUCTION!!!

Having period cramps for today...on and off..and i wonder what is it...impending labour?? Tmr ask doc...see what he says..

Woke up at this time...and hopefully can go to sleep later at 2am?

Baby is very very active after drinking the barley! I added more sugar for the baby. Since she likes it so much. Sugar high now! But her jabs and pokes are...PAINFUL! Very hard to sit down and do my things..can feel the pokes more compared to while I'm lying down.I'm feeling sleepy after eating...arghhhhhh

Bed. DO NOT TEMPT ME.

The bed looks sooooo.....soooooo...tempting with all the pillows...its waiting for me...ITS WAITING FOR ME!!! I'm having silent yawns..my eyes are watery.....pillow.....bolster......bed.....BEDDDDD....SLEEEEEPPPP...zzzzzzzzzzz.........I THINK i'm gonna have trapped wind today. My intestines dun feel well....kinda bloated. owww....A very very strong but painless braxton hick just attacked me...

HAHAHAHAHAHA

Well..i didn't have to order breakfast. Uncle came home with the mac breakfast. I shared with the maid. I had hashbrown and muffin and half of the egg..she had muffin and meat and half of the egg...i had apple tea to go with it and she had the normal black tea. Good breakfast! And feeling sleepy already....I wonder how to fight the fatigue...I'm not supposed to fight the fatigue right? I should just let my body fall into the sleep that my body needs...*yawns* I had my daily dose of evening primrose oil.. baby is very active now. trying to find her way OUT of my uterus. Baby I know, I know..I CAN'T WAIT ALSO. Please tell the placenta to produce more of the 'body you are ready' hormones so you can come out and stretch all you want and I have my stomach and intestines back in place. Its so squeezy inside already!!!! OMG!!!

Well...hahah..here I am...I'M NOT ALSEEP YET!

Its like what time??630AM. I'm Awake...AND ANOTHER MUMMY JUST POPPED! Wahhhhh All my peeps are popping...doctor please give me good news on friday! Tell me I can be induced soon. I'm SOOO tired of being pregnant with all the pantang stuff and my ligaments...argh!!!! T.T

Anyway, I'm awake..but half awake only...kinda feeling the tiredness creeping in and i just showered with the mint body wash. Kinda AWAKENING. I have to try to keep myself awake till 10pm tonight. Try my best. Because if I were to go to sleep now....I would wake up in the late afternoon or evening or even night. So if i were to wake up at that odd hour, I wun sleep till next day which is DOCTORS DAY at 11am. I needa sleep till at least 8am tmr for my doc appt and maybe july mummies outing (the ones that have not popped).  Yawns...Gonna take my pills. Oh to update you all on what pills I'm taking now. Still the prenatal vitamins, the calcium and now one more extra one: Evening Primrose oil. Taking 2 pills per day. Its supposed to help soften the cervix and prepare it BUT it doesn't induce labour. It is just there to help me control my temper and help to prepare my body...

Have been having weird cramping..hopefully its the cervix ripening cramps...baby's position is also..weird..in a way...she's drop but somehow I think her legs are too long until its up in my stomach and stretching? So I have no idea whether she's engaged or what, or if she's just too long..I can feel movement IN my pelvis and also the top..meaning she's already in my pelvic area but also stretching out to my stomach...oh well...I HAVE A SHORT BODY. Shall depend on doctor to tell me her position tmr!

Thinking about whether to order breakfast not...Having the craving for hotcakes from mac...hmm....or should I go downstairs and order noodles? I think noodles would be a more budget choice...but dunno has it opened already....

Movie and tea time!

Cranberry, strawberry, raspberry tea from lipton...and a movie Frozen. Shall try to sleep when movie finishes.

My tummy feels weird...like when i touch it weird..not from the inside weird...

Either baby's dropping really down and suddenly my tummy has a lot of free space and its becoming soft. not so hard like b4..and i THINK it actually looks smaller! Dunno if she's in a different position or what but it feels different..hopefully it would feel hard tmr...becos its supposed to be hard right?? I dunno whether if its baby becoming thinner...argh..I'll find out on friday! Weird cramps at my cervix and lower abdomen..ligaments..muscles...I'm still thinking about whether I should go ALL the way down to yew tee just to get the 8 dollar cot bumper..its cheap but 2nd hand. Save all I can! Otherwise its very expensive..condition 8/10...i'm still contemplating....whether to go or not..yew tee yew tee...its like 30 mins from here...6 mrt stops...go there, take the bumper, xfer money for my rompers and maybe go for a massage? My body is aching like mad...argh....

Oh yea...i had a bowl of korean stonebowl ramen....i have no idea why I ate that..I wasn't hungry..wasn't craving for that either...pure weirdness..I think I shall reschedule the meeting day...dun wanna go out tmr...

crampy...

Really feeling crampy and crappy...my back is starting to give me problems...getting all stiffed up and achy. 330 at yew tee mrt tmr to collect bumper and to xfer money and go to have a small walk.

Wednesday 6 July 2011

Owww my back...stiff back..

I changed my position from lying on my shoulders to sitting in the chair. and now my back hurts...if i lie on my side, my shoulder hurts..if i sit...my back...urgh...there is NO WAY that i position myself I would be comfy.

Oh i almost made green tea. I stopped myself..cos IF i drink it..another sleepless night...

Relaxin

So apparently, relxin is a hormone produced by the placenta during late stages of pregnancy to help soften and ripen the cervix. And my body is kinda producing TOO much of it until my ligaments in my entire body ache and sore. So i guess it means i'm gonna be effaced fast? I have no idea...hmm..shall see this friday during the check up.

Oh OH....I just woke up! hahahaa

Well...i slept from 6am till 10am and 10am till...urmm..now! haha. Better den not sleeping for the entire day! Gonna collect the cot bumper tmr from the seller. slowly make my way down there. Gonna heat up dinner and eat it while i watch rush hour 2..that is IF i can find the show..I took my shower and feel fresh but my neck is still killing me...

I'm awake....and now going back to sleep...

Woke up to pee..wanted to cooked minced pork..BUT it was still frozen..so i taught the maid how to cook den i  checked my peeps updates...she's still in labour...exciting! But i shall go to sleep. needa rest and sleep more so baby can grow.

Love the soup and rice!

Now i'm full....hahaahhaa and baby is having her daily hiccups and I'm watching rush hour...hilarious...At last...i'm starting to feel tired...WOOHOO!!!!!

Apparently..I can't sleep..

I lay on the bed for 1 hour plus...and now i give up...i just can't fall asleep..my shoulder feels dislocated...=.=
Hurts sooo bad until I can't sleep and my pelvic bone pain is throbbing...I think I have the thing where your ligaments are way too loose and it hurts to even move...needa bring this up to the Doc this friday...cos if this is gonna continue on..i wun have enough energy to be ready for baby...not to say push or what..I would be drop dead tired...I have a icepack on my shoulder now..seems to help quite a bit..gonna leave it there for a while..

At the meantime, I'm cooking some rice and soup...hungry...and i check..i was really hungry..not thirsty or wad..How on earth is that possible?? I had my dinner..its was vege and meat and rice and soup..quite a bit...OH CRAP..I KNOW WHY I CAN'T SLEEP!!!! I HAD ICED TEH-O FOR MY DRINK JUST NOW...ARGHHH! I should totally give myself a tight slap. But on top of that was the shoulder pain and neck pain. Anyway baby is awake now..moving inside my tummy...trying to stretch...STRETCH INTO MUMMY'S RIBS! Well not really my ribs..she can't reach my ribs already...becos she has DROPPED into my pelvic area..hahaahahahahah. which limits her movements..omg another mummy's waterbag just leaked and now she's in the hospital...CONGRATS! She's 39 weeks tho...so exciting..!!!!

Gonna see whether I can be induced when i am 37 weeks-38 weeks...really can't stand the shoulder pain and pelvic bone pain already..

Ok....i give up...my shoulder aches so bad its hard for me to lie on my left to use the com

Yes i lie down on my left with a bolster under my ribs to support me..but my shoulder is giving me problems..time to TRY to sleep! Nights!

its so complicated....

My due date keep shifting...sometimes its 1st week of august and sometimes its last week of july..so which one is it?? hmmm...My shoulder and neck is giving me a hell lot of problems lately...its like the ligament or ligaments are so loose that it keeps shifting and it kinda 'sprains' all by itself...i can lie down or sit down doing nth and i can feel the ligament got out of place and it will start to hurt when i try to turn my head and stuff...its stiff and painful..anyway...its less den 30 days till Michaela's here no matter what my due date is. 1 week doens't make any difference altho 3 more weeks seems like eternity.

Well, let me talk about fears I have.

1st fear is that I won't be able to withstand the pain of childbirth without the epidural. BUT I will pull thru with the gas and thigh jab. I just DUN WANT the epidural.

2nd fear is that I would not be able to breastfeed bcos of low milk supply...or Michaela would hate my breastmilk and would refuse to latch on. I would feel 'unwanted' by her. *cross my fingers*

3rd fear, DROPPING HER. OMG...i am sooo afraid that I would drop her or snap her neck...since her neck is not gonna be hard for a few months...esp when bathing..she'll be soo slippery..oh well...I'll just have to be more careful.

well that's all for now...not really a lot of fear....lolz...oh not forgetting the PR part...I have to apply PR for her...and its A LOT OF WORK. Well we'll just see. Have to keep praying and appealing if Singapore don't grant her PR, which I don't see why not cause I am studying my diploma here. I have a valid reason to be here. PRAY FOR ME AND HER PEEPS! Not really a huge issue tho...cos at most I would just have to go to the malaysia custom to chop stamp every 2 weeks..TILL they grant her the PR. I don't even decide to leave sg already.

Overall plan for the next 1 year.
After baby is born I would stay home and look after her and at the same time do my piano diploma till ltcl which is equivalent to a UNI cert. Well I'm doing my atcl also. So i have till end of the year to brush up all my old songs from atcl. After that I would go on to LTCL by next year. It won't be easy, but FOR MY FUTURE AND MY BABY'S I WOULD DO ALL IT TAKES! And after I get my ATCL cert, I would find a music related job which would be very very easy, trust me. with a atcl in sg...90% of music schools will accept you and pay would be not bad, plus I can take in private students also. There would be a basic pay and $300 will go to a nanny to take care of baby while I'm working. And this would be the plan till we move to condo where I will be reunited with my family! Looking forward to that. But before that, I would need to tidy up my life a little. Survive on my own, get back my normal life. Not the 'old' life i had. No more going out becos I would be SOO busy with baby and piano and violin. Its gonna be a tough 1 year. Do not dare to look at more den a year. I would take it 1 year at a time.

1st goal by this year:
GET MY ATCL AND BRING UP MY DAUGHTER WELL.

cheezy time!

Time for some cheese and durian...i just put the durian into the freezer so i can have durian ice cream. And while I'm waiting, I'm gonna have 2 slices of cheese and watch hell boy. Its action! Not horror!




After 2 slices of cheese...I FEEL SO SO SO CHEEZY!!! My throat...my thorax...my tongue..my mouth...urgh...

Tuesday 5 July 2011

Thank God for 1 preggers symptom that I DUN HAVE!

THE FEET SWELLING!! Lucky me! I didn't get any swelling! Probably due to my heavy exercises b4 being preg..hmmm

I have really achy and sore joints...

My fingers are sore...my neck especially and my pelvic..its achy and it feels like as if I have walked 10km everyday....and she's having her hiccups again..2nd time today...

I feel like a pig...

I had my lunch and now I'm sleepy again....*yawns* sleepy.........zzzzzzzzzzz........gonna nap a while soon..

I'm awake!

Baby's hiccups were SO SO SO STRONG today...i wonder why..and her movements are slower but stronger. Its like slow motion punches! Anyway gonna go eat b4 she starts complaining inside.

At last I'm sleepy again!!!

WOAH...after the whole looking for a playmat online thingy I am at last feeling the sleepiness! I pmed the person who is supposedly giving away their playmat from korea..I shall see if he replies. ^^ Saw it at the baby fair..NOT CHEAP. At least $80?? But good quality anti slip and stuff...well...I WANT A MOSES BASKET!!

That's on my wishlist tho....slowly wish...oh i pmed someone about the cot bumper too....its 2nd hand but still in good condition..less den 10 bucks..so i dun see why i shouldn't buy. hahahahha. wad else...other den my my shoulder and bladder is killing me...oh..time to sleep! Nights (morning) dudes and dudettes!

NOOOO I GOT CHEATED!!!

So I DID went to bed just now. I swore i did. I FELL asleep. Yea..i really DID fall asleep. BUT i woke up 1 hour later and I couldn't go back to sleep now. This is NOT GOOD. I'm tired but I can't sleep. I woke up cos My bladder was FULL...or rather, it felt full to me. I went to the toilet, came back and I WAS WIDE AWAKE! I just wanna go to sleep..Its like i have never slept..all my 'sleep' was just naps...2 hour naps...i sleep and I wake up and i am awake and after 1-2 hours later i am sleepy again, I go back to sleep. So instead of lying in bed rotting, i'm blogging. I wonder will the doctor let me induce when i am 37 weeks or 38...i have been having nightmares and daymares about the cord around baby's neck. Yes, she's active...GOOD and BAD..good  in a way i know she's doing well...bad in a way is she might get the cord tighter and it may cos her oxygen deprivation and lead to something bad...I DO NOT want ANYTHING to happen to her. Maybe becos of all these fears, I can't sleep.. Its really killing me...emotionally mentally and physically.

Time to try to sleep.

Hopefully I can sleep...didn't take ANY caffeine today...

no...no no no no no NO NO NO NO NNNOOOOOOOO!!!!

Not the hiccups!!! MICHAELA!!!!!!!! ARE YOU DONE WITH THE HICCUPS ALREADY!?!??! gosh....please...be OUT by 38weeks...I AM BEGGING YOU!!!!

Back from supper!

I havent had the time to go xfer money to get my rompers..needa get it done SOON. But to get to the atm..i have to walk very very far and take bus somemore...shall do it tmr!

I had ginger and spring onion beef and a lotus soup. ^^ and coconut juice

I feel a stiff neck coming...can't do anything about it...

Monday 4 July 2011

omg....this is how they do the Vaginal Examination..

Look at your hand.
Put you hand palm up

Fold down the 4th 5th and 1st fingers
Point hand at a downward 45 degree angle
If right handed sit on ride side bed next to patient your legs outward toward wall
place left hand onto pts abdomen about navel area this is to feel baby 
tell patient about cervical check to check for progress
with right hand palm up 2,3 fingers downward at 45 degree angle inset into canal
then place at 90 degree angle downward when 4 inches in 
inch fingers now upward 45 and try and find cervical lip
inch with fingers until find the cervix see chart below for dilitation
when find cervic sweep around by rotating your hand impt for 5cm-10cm
also to check station

sometimes you need to have your hand in up to the wrist.


for dilitation ask a resident/nurse for the dilitation model charts
then practice below
1 cm is fingertip
3 cm is 2nd third finger together 
4 cm is2-3 finger .5 cm apart
5 cm is 2-3 finger 1-2 cm apart
etc

dinner!

LOL....I thought it would be interesting to post this

The view of my tummy from my point of view:


Look at my tummy...its sharper at the right...baby is forever at that position..and it looks like a ball. 

Noooo...NOT THE HICCUPS AGAIN....

Hello baby,

Are you done with your hiccups?? Kinda uncomfy...needa think of what to have for dinner...hmmm

Yes....durian is tempting....BUT I am afraid of it...

Although I love durian..but I have seen its powers! 3kg in 2 weeks....I am not ready for another 3kg add one. So i just rejected a box of durian worth 50 bucks. The smell is in my entire room. BUT, i just needa think of the 3kg and I will lose all my appetite for durian.....the most traumatic event of my life is to see a additional 3kg on the scale...gosh

Oh no..its not gonna be char siew rice..its gonna me long john silvers...

Its gonna be chicken and shrimps and fries..and ice milo....

good "morning" everybody!

I just woke up! Or rather...Officially waking up and not going back to sleep since i literally wake up every 2 hours...so, maid didn't cook...and uncle's going to pack...RICE. omg...the fatness...anyway, i had my orange juice...I havent had that in a long long time...freshly squeezed! 2 cups today morning. I feel so fresh..oh yea..i think my stomach is custom made for spicy food...people said that spicy food will trigger a very bad heartburn..BUT i DIDN'T get ANY after eating the tom yum noodles last night! I should get it..but I didn't..and when i didn't take spicy..heartburn almost killed me. ARGH!!! I just fried some vege to go with the char siew rice that is otw home. I can't survive without veggies...MY VEGGIES!!! I'm still sleepy somehow...but I'm sure I'll wake up soon...hopefully...kinda having a mild backache today..and again..I hope that it will just go off..if not I would have to yoko yoko my back!

I am SOOO gonna gain weight!!!!!!

I just had my tom yum noodles and a cuppa iced horlicks...CRAP.  Gonna die of fatness....By this friday, if my weight hasn't increased 3kg since the last, I WOULD LAUGH MY HEAD OFF. But...I can't help it..I'm always hungry....my appetite dropped last week..but now..ITS BACK. What is it doing back?!?!?! Gonna juice my day tmr...survive on juice for the next 2 days. And maybe some protein shake. NO CARBS!! Strictly NO CARBS, NO SUGAR. Go for more walks. Up my exercise...or rather..START exercising..its time to exercise..but i'll rest my legs for 1 day or 2...have been walking WAY too much these few days...the balls of my feet still ache till now...maybe go for a cheap foot massage and that's it.

Oh yea..there's one preggers symptom that I think i didn't share...BACKNE...very bad...BACK ACNE...Does anybody have a remedy for it? Or will it just go away...its not growing on my face or wad..its growing on my back and a few on my chest..

And my tummy is starting to itch again...skin is stretching!!! Gonna lather up on the lotion.

According to old people....NO SEWING DURING PREGNANCY

FINE. I shall not sew den...i shall wait till baby is out DEN i sew. Like I'll have time to do that...hmm..looking forward to moving...and I'll have to decorate my room and start thinking of what to put on the plain white walls..hmm...a painting? LOL. urm....let's see....room is white themed and wooden...and..basically quite old england style i can say..the bed...the very big wardrobe..the very big dresser and mirror...lolz. hmmm....the toilet is stone based....its stone floor...I'm thinking about putting some plants inside and stones and a few fishes to prevent mosquito..I have like TONNES of ideas!!!

Things I still needa get for baby....

A side pocket for the cot for the lotions and powder and diapers and some sleeping and grooming stuff....

Thinking of making it....a cloth one....where do they sell cheap cloth??

Sunday 3 July 2011

Time from some midnight or rather "close to midnight" dessert!

gonna have 2 pieces of chocolate cake...its from someone's wedding...baby, we're having cake! enjoy! It'll be there soon!

NON STOP HICCUPS!!!

Baby...ARE U DRINKING THE AMNIOTIC FLUID TOO QUICKLY OR WHAT?? Somehow she's hiccuping EVERYDAY and a FEW times up to at least 15 mins per time. ARGHHHH.

What a dinner.....

Rice.......vege.....egg.....soup....very very typical...and ended with sugar cane! I chewed on sugar cane...^.^

Trying to eat as much variety of food as possible so baby won't be so picky next time when she's out.

Having aches at my waist area...Have no idea what is causing it..but i'm sure its muscle aches. Looking forward to the check up on Friday. 5 more days till I am 36 weeks!!! Time is crawling..its really really weird how trim 1 and 2 pass soooooo quickly and the final weeks of pregnancy passes like a snail....urgh.....get it over and done with man!!! I can't wait to officially be a mummy! Its not gonna be easy for me...but I JUST WANT HER TO BE OUT!

What a tiring day....

Sleepy....just pure sleepiness....I slept at 5am....stupid enuf to drink the green tea....gosh...caffeine effect on the body is amplified during pregnancy man...last time i could drink like 10 cups and still go to bed...urgh..nvm...i shall just drink my horlicks den....lol..

Another few mummies have popped! T.T....jealous again..I ALSO WANNA POP!!! Hopefully baby has gained a lot of weight these 2 weeks and can come out soon. Had a lot of discharge today...like 'free flow' somemore...hopefully cervix is thinning already.

Went to Ikea..got a good buy! A very very steady baby cot..pink...


We didn't get the mattress tho...too ex..so we're going to kiddy palace to get it..and i needa get the cot bumpers also...went to the clementi house..very very comfy! Gonna start decorating the room and getting ready for baby's arrival. Have to wash the cloth nappies also...clothes are all done washing..wad else...needa baby proof the room...I'm falling asleep as I am typing...so tired...and I think a bit dehydrated...Didn't drink any plain water today...hmm..loving the cot! 



Oh crap....I think i just ate wrong food....

I think I had sour chicken rice..the rice is sour..or rather it smells sour...*sniff sniff*....yea..sour...but i added chili..it should kill the germs right?? ops...oh well...i'll get some grape jello down....yumz.....will needa wake up by 1pm to go to ikea! Baby cot time tmr!