My tummy feels weird...like when i touch it weird..not from the inside weird...

Either baby's dropping really down and suddenly my tummy has a lot of free space and its becoming soft. not so hard like b4..and i THINK it actually looks smaller! Dunno if she's in a different position or what but it feels different..hopefully it would feel hard tmr...becos its supposed to be hard right?? I dunno whether if its baby becoming thinner...argh..I'll find out on friday! Weird cramps at my cervix and lower abdomen..ligaments..muscles...I'm still thinking about whether I should go ALL the way down to yew tee just to get the 8 dollar cot bumper..its cheap but 2nd hand. Save all I can! Otherwise its very expensive..condition 8/10...i'm still contemplating....whether to go or not..yew tee yew tee...its like 30 mins from here...6 mrt stops...go there, take the bumper, xfer money for my rompers and maybe go for a massage? My body is aching like mad...argh....

Oh yea...i had a bowl of korean stonebowl ramen....i have no idea why I ate that..I wasn't hungry..wasn't craving for that either...pure weirdness..I think I shall reschedule the meeting day...dun wanna go out tmr...