I was sleeping and I woke up from this churning in my stomach. I thought I almost died. It was so so so so bad that I had to vomit. And I vomitted EVERYTHING out. My veggies and rice from lunch. Not forgetting a cup full of blood. At least it looked diluted to me. I AM DONE WITH THIS PREGNANCY. SO DONE. The longer and more patient I wait for baby, THE MORE PROBLEMS IT GIVES ME. TESTING MY BODY LIMITS ISSIT?! ARGHHHH!!!! Tmr going down to gynae to get some pills for my stomach and to see doctor for my flu. If I dun cure myself by like next week, I'll be the walking dead. NO SLEEP NO REST NO FOOD. I can't even eat at all. Eat vomit Eat vomit. And it's not Morning sickness. It's the heartburn. THAT IS HOW BAD MY HEARTBURN IS. It gets better after you vomit and drink some water. But the moment you put FOOD inside the stomach, it starts to produce the HCL to digest, that is when IT KILLS ME. My stomach will start to churn and produce---VOMIT. I give up on eating already. Gonna survive on liquid food for the rest of the pregnancy. Drink more water. I just hope my bladder and kidneys can take in the amount of water I am drinking and NOT BLEED.
THE ONLY PLACE I WANT IT TO BLEED IS MY VAGINA. Not from my vagina...but you get what i mean...I WANT MY BLOODY SHOW!!!!!!! NOT BLOODY VOMIT OR BLOODY URINE. BLOODY SHOW!!!!!!!!!!
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